I have looked into the eyes a Woman who has Loved me. I have - I still feel it. The feeling resonates within me like a song. And I know the words, like like they stumbled from my own tongue; but they didn't. However, I know that everything happens for a reason. And we are not together now for a reason. And it is what it is.
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Without accepting the things I have done in my past, I will never be happy. Without accepting the person I am now, it is impossible to move forward and change myself fundamentally; to better myself. And that what this is going to take because that's what I want to do.
"Yes, I have become a Ferryman. Many people have to change a great deal and wear many clothes. I am on of those, my friend." Herman Hesse - Siddhartha-
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edited April 6, 2009
